Bday Celebration!!!

Feb 28 was my Bday.. having fun throughout the evening...shuang sia.. a little disappointed for certain thing.. but overall was damn fun.. as usual, meet up my gang of friends.. alan even come to expo and find me... then at ps meet lena, cq , wk and wei hao.. as again, eating is a big problem for us... thinking of where to eat... finally at pizza hut and eat our dinner... the service there is damn lousy lor.. wait for so long for our soup and wei hao ask 2x for chilli but nvr come in the end... wth lor.. some more we still have to pay service charge... -_-"""


then go to cathey there and walk around and eat my ice cream 'cake"... sing song and tok cock abit... then later go to cq hs nearby to drink.. drink abit then every1 go take photo.. haha... went crazy and take all kind of photos... i even act drunk and sleep on floor... oh mine.... thank lena for helping us to take photo.... haha

My Cake
Lamers!!! LOL

DRUNK!! School Boi Family

my 'blood' bro during 1 plus come my hs and bring cake... lol... celebrate wif 2 pcs of $2 cake... i appericate his effort as he at least rmb my day today... haha.... tok abt relationship and try to tok some sense into him.. give some advise and example.. hope he is able to clear his mind and know what he want... wish him all the best....

2nd Cake From 'Blood' Bro





btw i make 3 wishes today.. 3 all similar la.. hope it really work... wahaha... p.s i love u, i wan to watch the movie... it look so touching and nice plot when i reand the trailer and plot through wikipedia... i wan to date my out to watch this film.... haizzz... look like no chance at all....

Bday!!!

nw the time pass mid night... i offically declared myself as 20th boy? guy? man?? haha... watever man.. i juz turn 20th... 1st is da gu gu , chye yan, daniel , jun long & my bro greet me at this time... even my bro greet mi..

sadly to say.. 2molo i still have to work till 6pm... wat man.. past 2 days i been working OT.. till 9pm & 8 pm... doing checking sia... 700 PO to check.. head pain sia...

Surprise in my life...

i tink in my life i got 2 biggest surprise... 1st surprise is tat joanne say yes... after many time of asking and rejection... she finally nodded her head...too bad is i nvr appreciated her...i still feel sad as i really nvr done my part as a bf for her... sorry.. if time can go back.. i will do thing more to make u happy.. but time wait no one...

another is recently is tat mei yun finally agree to go out wif mi.. oh mine.. i tio stun when she agree... even thought the reasons she give is : i going to ns, i leaving RP, my bday, feel bad of rejecting mi alot of time... i still appreciated her time... 1st time so close looking at her... wow... haha... i am sick man... thank you mei yun... i enjoy my meal as i can see u.. wahaha....

Relationship Troubles & Chingay

why do ppl like to take thing for granted when their partner treat them good... izzit gettiing used of getting pamper by their partner...then expecting everytime to get pamper??? maybe he overlook u when u needed some attention such as u sick or in trouble, but u oso muz tink for him... maybe he got something on tat may need his 100% attention such as exam, family problem etc.. not only u need his pamper.. sometime it is good tat u pamper him back... i hate gals who keep using break up when quarrel.. it is damn stupid to use it... say everytime hurt her when quarrel.. GAL do u noe tat when u say tat... u dunno how hurtful is to a guy who love u veri much... dun blame to quarrel..

yesterday feb 23 is my bro daniel 20th bday...went to thai disco.. wah... so long nvr come liao... change to a bigger place and cleaner as no smoking liao... only the back cabin can smoke... lucky if not i going to die soon as my those bros are heavy smokers.. phew... drink a bit... the most sad thing is tat bday boi lose his money... he bring 600 to thai disco.. come out left 200.. 300 is for martel... then he lose 100.. dunno where he lose.. some more he drunk liao.. temper veri hot.. but lucky he nvr go whack ppl..dunno how my bday going to look like since daniel wan mi to go thai disco.. since is their annviersy so we can get better deal.. but i have tight $$ since i keep lenting money... haiz.. i tink i got lent up $800...

today went to chingay for RP... maybe it is going to be the last time since i am working 7 days in a week which i am unable to attend any training... today big flag again.. haizzz.... dunno how to play man... so i juz go there be helper.. help to carry, hold those pole... not bad experience... good bye RP Lion dance.. may u all excel... i will try to come back if i have time...lol...

Feeling?

Juz listen this song from youtube.. nt bad..

Snow Patrol You Could Be Happy Lyrics

You could be happy and i won't know
But you weren't happy the day i watched you go.
And all the things that i wish i had not said,
Are played in loops till it's madness in my head.is it too late to remind you how we were?
But not our last days of silent screaming blur.
Most of what i remember makes me sure
I should've stopped you from walking out the door.

You could be happy i hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything i own, smells of you
and for the tiniest moment it's all not true.
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think just do
More than anything i want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Taken from jeremy blog.. totally agree wif him.. nice1

why the pain cant go away?

why the feeling just can't go away?

Why must bad things always happen when life is getting better?

It's like while you are climbing up a very high wall reaching the peak, yet,due to some factors, you suddenly fall back to the bottom.The pain is left deeply inside your heart, a scar that can never be erased. The happy and fun times, the sweet moments that happened at the blink of an eye, could turn into a nightmare. Life is a bitch...playing people in a way it wants, torturing people in a very evil and frightening way.

run away from reality,
running away in every possible way,
hurting oneself and hurting another and everyone around.
but when facing the truth and reality, its a cold truth you wish you didn't have to face.
It's like you wanna run away from all this stuff but yet you will be entangled into the mess. The heart has been broken over and over again. Numbed and cold, sadness and sorrow, what has life in me become? i do not know... all i know is i can no longer be the person i am in the past.The gate of impossibility, the gate of happiness, the gate of despair, is only one step away from me

jeremy is damn emo king...

Observe with how much previdence Nature, mother of humankind, thought of spreading into all
things a bit of madness, and gave Man more passion than reason, so that everything would less sad. If every mortal would keep away from any relationship with wisdom, "old age" would not exist. Human life is nothing but a game of Madness. The heart is always right"”

Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you

a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship.

It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character

You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

tired tired... dunno why so tired.. mayb bcoz i been sitting down whole day and data entry... eyes oso got tear... too dry liao....
still cannot get over... still have to smile when see ppl in office... only when i am alone walking hm then i feel calm & peace...
life got up and down.. i currently going through 1 of my down in my life... this sun is a test.. i gonna to face her.. dunno how to face... tinkin of wed calling her... to make thing clear... coz her ans is still blur to mi...
My weapons are my conviction; I never give up my conviction before the enemy, even if it means death."

Problems

Yesterday can say 1 of my most ... in my life... i not so sure wat kind of word to use... sad? disappointed? angry? suprise? etc.. DUNNO is in my mind... feeling was down all the way from thomas plaza to home... haiz... 2dae working.. still have to smile to customers even my feeling is down and bad...

today was another bad days... meet 2 customers whom feel like slapping their face up down left right... think them customer then big ar... i take off my SE clothes, i comfirm scold them if they treat mi like tat... long time M1 customer big ar... muz treat u gd ar..ur ownself dun have the manner to let ppl treat u gd... 1 female customer more worse... w910i in M1 only got 2 colour.. BLACK & RED... DUN HAVE BROWN COLOUR...OK!!!! i say dun have bcoz u in M1 asking mi how many colour w910i have... u cannot expect i say M1 have singtel colour rite... so dare to come M1 and ask singtel phone.. go bang the wall la... another no manner person...

AHHHHHH!!!mood not veri gd.... didnt know it affect so much... haizz... wat to do... this type of thing oso cannot force.. i dun blame u... i juz blame myself... juz hope i can recover fast... next week is a testing for my endurance.. straight 6 days of working... hope i can take it...

Valentine's Day & 1st Day at IBM

today was a tiring day for me... 1st day working in office.. everything is a new experience for me.. it is a different feelin when i 1st working in m1 as a promoter , factory worker at samson's mother workplace, BAT factory worker. i feel only this job and promoter is stress as my 1st day is i go alone and work... no friends, new environment... all is new to me... i hope i can endure 3 mth of working there.. and earn big money as well... hahah...$8 per hr... 1.5x for OT... cannot wait for OT...

since 2day is my 1st day.. basically i got nth to do.. juz reading a big file with lot lot lot of paper.. toking abt SAP... a new program for me to learn... shiok sia... can u imagine tat i spent my 8 hr of working to read up the SAP stuff... more worse is tat i didnt even manage to read finish all... lucky 2molo IBM is celebrating CNY... shuang sia... free money again... hope it happen again or let mi busy in IBM to let my time pass faster... haha....

Today really quite disappointed tat didnt manage to pass the gift to Mei Yun... and nvr see her today... today is VALENTINE DAY... yet nvr see her.. haizz... wiat for her at thomas plaza from 8-10.. 2 hr of waiting .. i saw ppl go in and come out.... i juz standing outside like an idiot... sad sad... the rose i bought has lose its meaning liao...

this are the gift for her

the last wan is my sis give it to mi... OMG...1st time... so kind of her....

Gathering

today meet up wif alan , zheng guang, wee kait & wei hao since chia qing in china therefore only got 5 of us today... went to watch Kung Fu Dunk... kind of crap sia... too many impossible action sia... if really got such player.. i think tat player can make big money liao.. haha...

FINALLY, like what i expected... is my DUMB jeremy cousin play wif me..lucky i am not dumb enough to believe.... heng sia....tired tired....

why don't gal always tell those guy that they reject to find other gal??? i dun understand le... say words like : "dun waste time on me", "find other gal, i name some for u" etc... dun tell mi all those thing... wat i will like to hear is "YES"... but i tink that word is very very very very hard to hear from u... haizzz... am i lousy than the other guy???

Relationship Problems???

sianz 1/2... today almost make my 'blood' brother break up wif his gf... lucky after a few hour of talking.. his gf finally forgive him... heng sia... his gf damn easy to jealous sia.. juz bcoz we having our dinner together wif 1 of our Toa Payoh female friend then she jealous.. crazy gal... lucky she not my gf.. if not i sure scold her till she wake up man... i dun like gal tat wan to cannot even stand tat i eating dinner wif my friends that mayb a gal or boy.. of coz i will not go out alone wif a female la.. as a grp is alright as i respect that each of us have the freedom to go out wif his/her circle of friends... i will trust her and i hope she also will trust me... i can give u freedom to mix wif ur friends like clubbing , watching movie etc as a grp of friends. but i also hope u can give mi the same treatment...

i cannot stand my friends talking to his gf... so eeeeeee..... make my hair stand sia.. wat baobei la, deardear la, muack muack la etc... wah piang... brother i just bside u sia... give mi so face le... some more ask mi for idea to help u patch wif her and have stand u wif all those sweet and eee words... brain and hair freeze and stand sia... WAH!!!! plz kill mi sia... i have to sit bside him for so long until nw then i come home... haven do my work report..sianz la.. have to do dunno until wat time... ke lian me sia... 'blood' brother own mi 1 la... yesterday tio wif ppl also nvr help mi whack... make mi tio 1 stupid kick from 1 young kid.. F**** sia.. dunno why yesterday no mood to whack those kids... jun long oso waiting for mi to make the 1st move...WHY NVR WHACK THEM!!!!!!!! even they 5 vs 2 of us.. we still can win lor... WHY WHY WHY....

CNY 2008

finally, my CNY is finished after 2nd day... coz 3rd & 4th of CNY i am working... damn xiong sia... chinese eve..go visit ah bi ah fu house ( my mother brother) gathering wif all my relatives... ah kor, jeremy, andy, mac and i go play DOTA... long time nvr touch liao.. abt 1 - 2 yr +.. quite not get used of it...KENVIN TEO FEEDER!!!! wahaha....then after tat go to ivan house and play mahjong till 5+ in the morning... lose around $23.. sianz 1/2.. haven CNY already lost money... bad sign... then 1st day of CNY play mahjong again.. won $2 after whole day playing... damn sad sia... but at least better than jeremy... whaha...lose $55.. feeder chiam....2nd day more tired... wake up and go for lion dance... wah..tired tired.. from around 8am - 9+pm... more than 12hr outside.. butt pain sia.. most of the time is on the lorry... sianz..2molo still have to work.. haven really enjoy my holiday...

unexpected thing happen to me today.. juz found out from my sister.. my distant relative juz tag me... didnt really expecting for tat...coz ivan , jeremy,mi, my those female cousins and aunties is talking abt her... manting no worry... is toking abt gd things not bad thing...wahaha...but i scare is my those cousins using her name to cheat mi... since i kanna cheated by gal b4... kind of phobia...haizz... gd man hard to be...

Lion Dance Competition

time really pass very fast.. still can rmb that last year i am still standing to play ba for willie and adrian...this year is chet meng & raj as lion dancer, instrument will be Yang Zhao, Adrian, Zheng Ying, Mei Yun, Diana and Pei En, Kaiwen will be Big Head...
this year like better since the team that make up consist mostly all 1st year and 1st time... they get 8.03 but got mistaken then - to 7.93...
not bad for them... i think there will be improvement throughout the year... i can see RP lion dance can do a great job in national competition...
Good Job For Rp lion dance & Good Bye... i dun tink i will be coming back after CNY... unless i got a job tat is from 8am - 5pm... if not it is going to be hard for me to come back...

damn tired after painting my house walls... tired tired... hand complaining liao... 2molo still have to paint.. didnt expect my holdiay to be like this....

Last Day in RP...

today is my last day in RP as a student...feeling is different from the past... iin the past i was like looking forward for holiday to come and slack... nw a long period of time for me to slack.. but i somehow feel something missing from my life... i think is the time for me to gradute from the life of studying and ready to step into the harsh society....some picture taken after sch...

trying to kiss wo de hai zhi de ma

after sch, go out wif my usual gang(ah pok, wei hao, wee kiat, zheng guang & alan). planning to watch movie but in the end cancel.. so we go town area to have our dinner and tok cock...tired walking the area.. zheng guang notice that everytime he go out iwf us always have a hard time to decide where to eat... we are troublesome man... veri suay sia.. spoil alan slipper n bought new 1 for him... no choice who ask me to spoil it... the most important is that we tok abt our future career and job scope... we spent some time to tok abt it as i need some really advise as i dunno what i going to do after ns finish... studying or working??? we also tok abt zheng guang past history and some IT stuff... learn much thing during the tok.. richer my knowledge...

hahha... finally today can tok to Mei Yun... tok quite for 1 hr ++.. shoot her and she shoot mi... quite fun tokin to her... i like her reaction when i say her such as dumb, KPO etc... tok abt lion dance as well as 2molo is going to be our intersch competition.. hope we can get gd result... JIA YOU JIA YOU.... dun kan chiong for the 1st timer and relax for every1...

nw my FYP photo....