Juz a Short summary

Juz happen to be boring to see this blog which i lose touch of it for many many mths....
Saw a few old posts that i post out.. it seem time do pass fast as im in NS for 9 mths...

Im still doing fine but still cannot cope with some stuffs which i dunno why..

Stress from work, friend and outside stuffs.. But i tink the most heart pain is yesterday dream..

It make mi realise that i still haven broke free from tat chain. I saw her in a wedding dress in my dream yesterday.. it is so clear still in my mind.. and how i feel when i saw it... it broke my heart and pains is unbearable.. i dunno why im still cannot get over it... it last so long and i know u have get over it alr..

U have move on ur life and ur path of life is full of excitment and im have alr disappear within the deep of ur memory or worse; totallyerase me out of ur memory.. Juz like im not exist b4 in ur life..

To me, u do make a veri impt impact to mi.. u give mi fun, happiness, hope and more impt is love.. To me, u r unable to forget and memory of u keep surfacing up from time to time... i told u b4 i love u... more than any gals that i have seen in my life. yes i do mean it.. i nvr lie and tat the reason i couldn't forget u... seeing u drifting away from my sight, it make my heart pain and i know is my fault tat y i cannot but to wish u well in ur life...

How i wish time can turn back but it couln't... How i wish i could really put more of my attention on you.. How i wish i could express my love to you.. How i wish i could shower you with my love..
How How How.. but its too late.. nw there is another person will shower you with his love, will give you more attention and give you what u wish to have...

U r an angel who keep silent and support mi.. doesnt express much of what u really want but choose to give in to mi.. U always show mi ur smile and try to help a person like mi who is stupid and troublesome... U didnt expect much in return, what u wan is my devoted love, which can only be you.. Only YOU.. but yet i cannot do it.. My fear make u to suffer alot but yet u still remain at my side.. and say : "its okie, as long can see you then can liao" Im really thankful for your kind character and i tink i really take granted of it.. Due to my blined eyes, i couldnt see ur tear and pain of ur heart whenever we quarrel..Memory keep flowing in my mind when i writing this.. im such a fool whom couldn't see your greatness... Please. Please, Really Please that u will come back to mi, but i know the time of us is up..but my heart still couldn't let u go...