Time/ Experience/ Money

it been some time that i haven been blogging... time pass really fast... I been out from sch for 4 mth already... 1 leg into the harsh society... been working with all kind of people... experience different thing...

I have work factory packer, door to door saleman, "cleaner"(work at BAT, job scope more toward cleaner than factory worker), promoter (hp & sony product) & office work(IBM)...

4 year of working yet y saving is like empty.. my friend got 6-7k in bank who working only 3 yr++.. look like i been spentin too much...

i only recall that i spent 1k on HP, $600 on MP3 player, $400 on psp, 2.2k on laptop...i rmb bcoz that is a huge amount.. i think 1k on VCD, PC games, Drama etc... then i tink left is lent money(bad debt), eating , transport ba.... nw i am very very poor... aim to hit my target b4 i go NS.. look like i still havent even cross the least amount that i should have hit it like 2 mth ag.. tsk tsk... spent too much liao....

I have been think what i going to work in the future after NS... studying? i would like to have a degree since nw is a MUST... but my result..*shake head* i also dunno what course i should study... i somehow more interested in sale.. like marketing but my bro say marketing is a general term. there are many type of marketing.. it is very hard to study... i am too troubled by my own future...

i also have the thought of working at mediacorp.. but not those actor or singer la... i also know my ability... haha... i feel like working as a backstage people... i tink it is very fun... but i haven not really ask anyone in this field.. may i should ask Jason( my last time fac in RP) who is working at there as a backstage people... will like to work there as part timer to gain experience... but too bad, no people to intro... haha....

banking is a job which i like to try but i am not very sure what the job scope.. must research more abt it... i heard is can earn big $$$$... ($_$).. MONEY!!!!

Future is a very blur for me now... i now at the junction which i must really think as it can affect my future and i dun like to regret.. i regret too much thing liao... tsk tsk.. for studen life, my path is straight as my parent plan it for me.. from pri sch to sec sch then poly/JC.. nw my parent leave it to me to think... of coz they are worried.. keep asking what i am going to do...

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate to think... damn damn...