Bits & Pieces of Memories

Haunted By Memories...
Good Memories do not mean Good 2 some1 as it will always build a unseen wall/barrier which can make a person to stop and stay at its current path..

2yr + liao, i take a look back of my path, in the end i found out tat i still struck at the same old position.. nvr really once move forward... Did my memories build a wall tat is too high for me to climb? Or just i dun1 to move on still looking at the bits & pieces of memories? Or i still in the lost and unwilling to face the facts?

Dreams that i have made is countless, but the dreams which i still rmb clearly is with U in it.. i still feel the pain, shocked lost, lonely and somehow of saddness... It clearly break my heart and I feel like running away from reality...

Somehow i feel wat i doing nw is useless, no aim no purpose... Look like i LOST myself for 2yr ++ without myself noticing.. i thought i have once lost the vision of U.. but after all it came back and much more clearer...

Memories begin to devour me up.. I can feel tat i am goin to be lost, walking zombine?? nah... maybe juz a person who is struck in the world of memories...

U are unreachable & untouchable since tat day, i begin to feel the saddness...WHY!!

I going to be overstress, look like my mental is not ready yet... Why do human will feel lonely??